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Tarot Predictions

What does the other person want?

“They’re holding on to you, but they are holding back.”

Almost five months has passed since I’ve been separated. My ex clearly made it clear there was another person involved and with that information I packed my bags and left. When I see my ex, her emotions look conflicted as if she has something to say about rekindling the flame.

What are the other person’s feelings?

“They want this connection to work. They are having an epiphany moment, and ego is in the way.”

All I wanted was my family together. To work through the relationship problems any couple may endure. The saddest part was lessons needed to be learned. Individualism, on my ex’s behalf, needed to occur, causing a slew of bullshit that has occurred the past five months.

Fear not, the bullshit didn’t happen to me, but around me, killing my vibes. It is a wonder if this karmic cycle is what was needed to bring us together. But after all I’ve experienced on my end–moving out, double-parenting, renting storage units, learning to live without the one person I wanted to live life with–if she does come, should I accept it that the universe has taught us a lesson?

The tarot reader pulled a Past-Life Relationship card, relating to the epiphany my ex (probably) feels by realizing she doesn’t want to lose me, though acting cold and distant. The fun side, which I rarely saw in my ex, a Scorpio, is said to be brought out by this karmic cycle.

They’re going to have an epiphany

“This person was struggling with their feminine side. They were too focused on their ego, so the universe taught them a lesson. They realized that you are the one, they have to fix things with you, aware of how they were acting and that it needs to change.”

In September 2020, the only problem my ex informed me of was communication differences, the desire to be independent and wanting to be alone. I played Boo-Boo The Fool until I realized what was really going on.

November 2020, more information surfaced, a tarot reader offered a prediction and that prediction came true in my case. A lot of realization had to occur at this point, and it was soon that I realized I wasn’t the problem all along.

I’m all for anyone walking away from anyone who makes them unhappy. It is just unfortunate that after all of the begging I did to keep my ex, to prevent these realizations from occurring, they happened and I never thought they would.

The universe had to step in

“You were trying to teach them, but the universe had to step in and teach them a lesson.”

Scary enough to read, I don’t doubt the actions occurring were signs from God or whatever the universe is said to be.

The messages appearing on my mind showed: Heartbroken, The Grim Reaper, Date and Hammer.

I was heartbroken in the beginning as I was pondered what I did to make my ex feel the way she did. I felt lost, we were separated, I basically grieved for her as if she left earth.

The grim reaper read, “The relationship is over. No more second chances. Grow and transform your life.” Needless to say, my feelings were in alignment with moving forward as I felt there would never be an again, as I am not someone’s number two.

A date card revealed I would be getting out there and for the sake of the post, we’ll leave it right there.

The hammer showed sabotage but someone “working on it” assuming that meant my ex is in her mind trying to determine my angle on what it is I want.

A last card was drawn labeled snake, describing my ex’s behavior as manipulative, clever, malicious. Words I wouldn’t think to associate my ex with, it only seemed to make sense. How a human can slither around and reciprocate the same hurt energy you did to them, but it only backfired on her.

The confliction is so high that I know I wouldn’t want anyone the way my ex portrayed to me who she was. I never thought she would choose another over me. I never thought we’d be in this situation that we are still in. Even as I write this post, I can’t tell if I’d take her back or leave it how it was. If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it and that’s how my mentality has processed the major changes in my life. I wish I knew what the right answer was and for now I trust my own intuition to tell me what to do.

Is this a wake up call or a lesson from the universe? Only time will tell. It’s not like I haven’t been waiting forever or something…